amishmechanism (amishmechanism) wrote,
amishmechanism
amishmechanism

rambling? (somewhat recent)

i want.
i want to be a man of evil proportions and charming demeanor.
i want to hold you under my thumb
and wrap you about my fingers.
i want you to sing songs of joy about how glad you are you didn't die before we met,
swear i really do love you
i just can't leave her right now.
what the fuck is with that, honestly?
but you'll sing it to me.

i want.
i want to be a father.
(expelling an eight pound infant from my vagina just doesn't interest me, sorry)
i want to cradle you in my arms
and sing to you lullabies i don't quite comprehend the morbid meaning of.
"down will come baby, cradle and all."
what the fuck is with that, honestly?
but i'll sing it to you.

i want.
i want to be a revolution.
i want to be the people running through the street with torches.
i want to be the torches.
i want to be the match.
i want to be the fire.
i want to be the message.
i want to inspire music, i want them to sing about me.
but i'm a logical fallacy and
what the fuck is with that, honestly?
but they'll sing about me.

i want.
i want to be anything other than what i am.
lazy, bored, day-in, day-out.

most of all.
i want to be remembered.
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